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there was something wrong in I's mind
it's only now I can see all the signs
when I broke Iself for me, I made Iself small
I tried to be what me's wanted, gave me, I all
but didn't matter what I did, what me wanted wasn't I
I should have given up, and just said goodbye
instead I kept smiling, I'm fine, I lied
I don't hold it against me, how me cast I aside
but me sees, when I finally gave up hope
life overwhelmed and I could not cope
I shut Iself in, and everything out
left alone with I mind, self-pity and doubt
rot in I brain and decay in I heart
ate away all passion, and I strength fell apart
I blamed me, but it wasn't me's fault
I was bitter and tired, and blame is I's default
then came guilt, a tsunami of shame
I realized that I was the one to blame
and here I stand, without me by I's side
just because a hole in I's thought ...
' preoccupied '
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......... thought ........