I want to kill someone

I want to kill someone.
I want him to disappear.
I don't want him to stay alive.
I want him dead.

It's been a year... And it hurts so much. It hurts so much.

I want to kill myself.
I want to disappear.
I don't want to stay alive.
I want to die.
I don't want to wake up.

I'm sick. I'm sad. I'm bad. I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry