ขอพื้นที่ระบายอารมณ์ด้วยภาษาอังกฤษรอบที่ 2 (แต่ครั้งนี้จะออกไปทางผิดหวัง)

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ขอแบบ Mood & tone ไปก่อน

ข้อความไปหาคนแรก:
[Spoil] คลิกเพื่อดูข้อความที่ซ่อนไว้I have torment enough. From now on, I have to dismiss all of you because of my disregarded intentions. It is pointless. Unlike a broken pen which could still have blunt point to drop an ink to paper for writing. That thing is irreversible. You are not wrong but expectations could not be met like I had wished I could voluntarily help you. I get fund around 10,000 bahts from professor. I allocate them for my 3 junior helpers for 3,000 each even 3,300. I get only 1,000 even 100 if I have fully received fund. I just want to help with expecting wages. It really backfires me like rescuing snake just to be bitten and get paralyzed. I have known it is my fault to not adjust their scope to not overly be extended beyond my capability, but it is too late because of my ignorance of project leading. I have to end it there. I am sorry as I am suck. I should have known better even rejecting this offer before. From now on I have to block you to make this message be equivalent to one-way message. I don't expect even don't this message to be belonged into someone else just to be read by you only. Goodbye. If only I could have more expertise, money (I have been broke) and time and get to accidentally see you again, I will try to cover your lost from getting a bad grade and losing your time by opportunity and help (if it is possible)

ข้อความไปหาคนที่สอง:
[Spoil] คลิกเพื่อดูข้อความที่ซ่อนไว้I am sorry, [someone's name]. I couldn't keep helping and contributing this project anymore. I have so much torment from bearing these burdens. I really want to help selflessly. I remember having phone call from professor to help this project. I don't know will you trust me or not, but I really haven't asked him for any wage. I just voluntarily want to help hem at least it could improve project better than previous flop one. The fund which consists around 10,000 baths. I really have allocated to my junior helpers for 9,000 even 9,900 and take it for myself only 1,000 even 100. I might be too gullible by believing of hiding my intentions would be modest approach. It really backfires me by making my effort for several months get trashed within an hour from getting to read message that have just shredded my heart. Currently, failure might be imminent eventually. I couldn't handle this anymore because of my lack of expertise and team management. I will not block you like the other one because I believe you enough. You have been alienated because of slow pacing, haven't you? If I could help you by any mean, I would help you. I am sorry for being disappointing one. I will promise to cover bad grade, time and money lost by giving you opportunity or helping contributing if I get to see you again. I hoe, this message will be kept secret like only you is the one who get to read and understand my actual intention.