How will i live with this feeling? that all my friend studying abroad but im stuck here.

After high school all of my friends go to study abroad, I hear their fun moment there and look back on myself. I was almost over there, I already packed my back, but I fail the language test and have to stay here in Thailand.
How am I gonna get over this feeling?
โปรดศึกษาและยอมรับนโยบายข้อมูลส่วนบุคคลก่อนเริ่มใช้งาน อ่านเพิ่มเติมได้ที่นี่