Please feel free to ignore, this is a message to myself in the future but if you want to read on please feel free to.
For the last 2y7m I’ve learnt how to love someone and what it feels like to be loved by someone. To me love is a powerful connection between 2 people and when it spark it become an unforgettable feeling. I still remember my first day meeting Top, it feel like yesterday. I remember how fast the clock was ticking, how he hold my hand and me swinging it around, how we walked from Big Ben to St.Paul, the walk was like a trip from my room to the kitchen. He had a test that day and got 11/12 so I bought him an ice cream to cheer him up. We both went from boy and girl with unclear dream to a man and woman with big goal. We both made countless mistakes cause we rushed into relationship but I’m happy that once I had him in my life.
Today, I want to thank Top for making me feel warm when I was cold. Thank you for being there for me when I was at my lowest. Thank you for forgiving me for my mistakes. Thank you for teaching me how to cook steak and that dog can eat cheese. I’m grateful for everything you’ve done for me and I can’t thank you enough. But today we both had agreed to end it between us because we need to grow and become a better person not just for each other but for ourselves. I need to learn to love myself before loving others and he need to learn to focus on himself and his goals more. I wouldn’t say we both met the right person at the wrong time because time shouldn’t be a problem when you really love someone. Problem for us is that we’re weak to control our mind and to make it strong enough to push it through certain situations. Putting a full stop to our love story is not easy, especially when we’ve spent nearly everyday together. And if anyone is still reading this and are in a relationship, try and be happy more cause you never know when time is up and you might regret not being able to be there for them when they needed you. Not only for your boyfriend or girlfriend but also for your family. During this rough breakup my mum have really been there for me even though sometimes I act like a little bitch and tell her to leave me alone. There are different type of love and thousands of ways to connect it. Mine and Top’s love will not end here cause we know that we’ll always have the unique connection and one day this connection will bring us back together when we both are stronger and ready. Thank you trak, I love you and I always will.
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For the last 2y7m I’ve learnt how to love someone and what it feels like to be loved by someone. To me love is a powerful connection between 2 people and when it spark it become an unforgettable feeling. I still remember my first day meeting Top, it feel like yesterday. I remember how fast the clock was ticking, how he hold my hand and me swinging it around, how we walked from Big Ben to St.Paul, the walk was like a trip from my room to the kitchen. He had a test that day and got 11/12 so I bought him an ice cream to cheer him up. We both went from boy and girl with unclear dream to a man and woman with big goal. We both made countless mistakes cause we rushed into relationship but I’m happy that once I had him in my life.
Today, I want to thank Top for making me feel warm when I was cold. Thank you for being there for me when I was at my lowest. Thank you for forgiving me for my mistakes. Thank you for teaching me how to cook steak and that dog can eat cheese. I’m grateful for everything you’ve done for me and I can’t thank you enough. But today we both had agreed to end it between us because we need to grow and become a better person not just for each other but for ourselves. I need to learn to love myself before loving others and he need to learn to focus on himself and his goals more. I wouldn’t say we both met the right person at the wrong time because time shouldn’t be a problem when you really love someone. Problem for us is that we’re weak to control our mind and to make it strong enough to push it through certain situations. Putting a full stop to our love story is not easy, especially when we’ve spent nearly everyday together. And if anyone is still reading this and are in a relationship, try and be happy more cause you never know when time is up and you might regret not being able to be there for them when they needed you. Not only for your boyfriend or girlfriend but also for your family. During this rough breakup my mum have really been there for me even though sometimes I act like a little bitch and tell her to leave me alone. There are different type of love and thousands of ways to connect it. Mine and Top’s love will not end here cause we know that we’ll always have the unique connection and one day this connection will bring us back together when we both are stronger and ready. Thank you trak, I love you and I always will.
SB-